please lets b friends

I felt Red Dead Redemption 2 really signaled the end of AAA games. Coming out on the tails of Gamergate and #metoo, this playthrough hits the feels in a different way post whatever-the-fuck this is.

Just in time for the Fire Horse, my Dragon ass b slagging behind in this projected 4 out of 10 rating of a year for me. Playing catch up to and comparing myself to my peers in an obsessive manner is so classic me, really.

very clearly, me too Arthur

Maybe jaded because nothing is ever just, good, or bad. We seem to be stuck in the same sad story no matter how you play. A dream of openness, of nothing, is unobtainable because you'll always be confronted with an end. 

I can't speak to the experience of white men, but god knows I've played a bunch of them. I'm familiar with their experience of carrying the burden of provision, and when they struggle, making it known, while everyone listens with bated breath. The task of getting things done and keeping the peace.

What standard level r we at now?

horise b my friend

Would I be satisfied with a life if all I did was smoke pot and play video games, or is there something more I should be wanting? Should I have kids? Maybe I'll wing it, like my career, adaptable and willing to pivot. And maybe that's a luxury I'm afforded.

We should all always be striving to be a better person but you don't know that unless you've had your flaws pointed out. Existing, in fact, is not a flaw. Flaws of course are subjective.

It's an old timey type of photograph of video game characters its so weird

My cat, Chiba, passed away shortly after RDR2 came out and this new playlist and playthrough welcomes my new cat, Sheldy. Maybe as a soft way of introducing them and their different personalities, unknowingly connecting the missing parts in me.

His meow, sometimes still a mystery. He talks a lot, but what does he want.

I start a new part time job soon. The consistency is exciting and more than welcomed.

gtnr_04_plsletsjustbfriends

This episode of GTNR has been titled a few different ways, but you get the idea.

The mix includes some country, a lil dance. Songs and feelings recorded pre-invasion minnesota '26